I'm Officially a CAMATEK Now! ;)

Today is the day. Doomsday. Or maybe a very great day? Yang jelas hari ini terima rapot.

Nah gue kan ke sekolah pagian gitu sebelum terima rapot soalnya mau jualan Taktri, terus gue tadi udah tegang banget pas mau terima rapot and luckily, I can get into....

Science class. Good bye Geography, Sociology, and Economy! Thank God for that! :)

Not saying that science rules and social doesn't kok, both of them are ruling this whole world! And the thought about 'Science class is better than Social class' is like.. so last century! (oke ini maksa) I just like this picture ;)
Anyway because I get into Science class, I'm officially a CAMATEK now! Wondering what Camatek is? It stands for 'Calon Mahasiswa/i Arsitektur' hahaha sorry for being kinda alay :p Ananta lebih setuju if we call ourself Catek sih, but I think I'll call myself Catek someday pas gue udah jadi Matek ;)

Then, gue semakin sadar, sekarang X-G udah officially ga sekelas lagi :'( Eh tapi Alhamdulillah loh X-G naik kelas semua! :D Sayangnya, gue pasti ga akan bisa sekelas lagi sama seorang perempuan baik hati :'( She's the girl who has it all

The golden voice
The golden heart
The golden face
The golden hair
The golden wisdom
The golden chair-mate for this last year (ga deeeng :p )
and the golden everything

Yep, she's my chair mate, or maybe I should say, she used to be my chair mate at 10th grade (aduh sedih). Her name is eng ing eng, THALIA WHITE. Ga deng. Her real name is... *drum rolls*

AVIA ATHALIAA!!

*ngasih piala oscar* *penonton tepuk tangan*

She's the one who really helps me getting through these whole sh*ts as a 10th grader. She always help me to choose what's right and what's wrong, what's best for me and what's not so good. It's almost impossible to get through 10th grade without a friend like her :')

Padahal gue sering banget nyebelin terus cerita-cerita ga jelas, tapi dia mau dengerin dan ngasih pendapatnya dan nasehatin gue dengan sejujur-jujurnya. Dan menyadarkan gue kalo gue salah. Ngasih gue semangat kalo gue udah putus asa. Makasih banyak ya Vii :')

Nih ya after I got my report card, I went to Carrefour Mt Haryono, terus gue ke bagian Barbie kan, nah terus gue emang lg smsan sama Avia, dan tanpa alasan yang jelas, gue bales smsnya dengan menambahkan gini

Hahaha eh aku lagi di Carrefour trs lg di koridor barbie dong :p huahahaha ga penting maap yee :p

Terus dia bales gini

Haha beliin gue;p haha kagak napeeee yg gininih yg bakal gue kangenin:')

Persis kayak gitu :') Aduh terharu! Thank you ya Vi for being such a lovely chair-mate!

Soo, congratulations for everyone yang udah naik kelas dan masuk jurusan harapan! Yang belum jangan berkecil hati ya, kalian buktiin kalau kalian sebenernya bisa! Amiin! Byee!

Should Have, Would Have, Could Have

I copy it from Averina's blog. I think this is a pretty-nice-sad-good story and I want to share it with you! :')

10th grade
As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called “best friend”. I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn’t notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said “thanks” and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don’t want to be just friends, I love her but I’m just too shy, and I don’t know why.

11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn’t want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said “thanks” and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don’t want to be just friends, I love her but I’m just too shy, and I don’t know why.

Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick” she said; he’s not going to go well, I didn’t have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as “best friends”. So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she doesn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said “I had the best time, thanks!” and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don’t want to be just friends, I love her but I’m just too shy, and I don’t know why.

Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn’t notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, “you’re my best friend, thanks” and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don’t want to be just friends, I love her but I’m just too shy, and I don’t know why.

A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say “I do” and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn’t see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said “you came!”. She said “thanks” and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don’t want to be just friends, I love her but I’m just too shy, and I don’t know why.

Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my “best friend”. At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn’t notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don’t want to be just friends, I love him but I’m just too shy, and I don’t know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too…` I thought to my self, and I cried.

Letters to Fatimah Syawie

Yesterday, I went to Penvil and watched Letters to Juliet my my Mom. Do you want me to give you some clue about the story?

Oke, so, there's this girl named Sophie who's a fact checker. But actually, her passion is to be a writer. She has a fiance named Victor who is a very food chef and he's about to open a restaurant. Victor's going to meet some of his restaurant-business-men friends at Venora and they decided to go together and they called it Pra-Honeymoon or something. Then, when they finally be there, all Victor cared about was just about his restaurant and it made Sophie tired, so they decided, Victor can go and take care of his business while Sophie will go around the city. Then Sophie met the Secretary of Juliet - some people who reply the letters that other girls write for Juliet-and she became on of them. She found this letter from 1957, and when she replied it,.......... I should stop there, because all I wrote there were a total shit. I mean, it even confuses me when I read it again -____-

So anyway, go watch the movie yourself. It wasn't the Harry Potter or Iron Man kind of movie that make you want to tell everyone 'THAT MOVIE IS AMAZING! YOU SHOULD WATCH IT!', but it was good enough I think. At least for a girl like me. Who absolutely loves that cheezy kind of movie. This kind of movie is my guilty pleasure hehe ;) But it was good, really.

Anyway, why is this post titled 'Letters to Fatimah Syawie' not 'Letters to Juliet'? Because well the first time you see me, you'll capture the image of Juliet in me. Because we both are pretty, smart, the daughter of the rich man. I-Was-Just-Kidding :p haha.

The truth is, it's because, today I found these letters from my elementary school friends. There were a lot. Most of them are the 'Happy birthday' or 'Have fun at your new school! Don't you ever forget me, okay?' kind of letter. And honestly, I miss all of those times now. The time when we gave our childhood pictures to each other so that we will never forget each other. The time when we went to my Grandparents' house and we watched World Cup together. I never really like World Cup, you know, but I did enjoy that time :) I even miss the time when people call me 'Fatimah' not 'Ima'. But it's okay, I prefer it when people call me Ima anyway hehe. So, I'm just really really glad that I still have them by my side now. We haven't been to the same school for 4 years, but we still are good friends, aren't we?

found it here

Love you all people
XOXO
Ima :)

PS : Sorry for the bad grammar and everything -_____-

Craving for These

I really really want to have a software of home design, and so far, this one is my favorite

Interior Designer 9.0

This is really the kind of software that I've been looking for. You can find the info and watch the product tutorial here. When I watched the tutorial video, I knew that it was not so easy at the beginning, but once you've made the shape of the room, the fun will begin!!! :D Aaah really really want to buy this software, it's not that expensive actually, only $79, but still, I dont have that amount of money and my parents won't buy it for me :'( So, does anyone want to buy it for me? *kedip-kedip mata sebelah minta dibeliin* haha :p

Then, this magazine

Bravacasa Edisi Mei-Juli 2010, Rp 59.000

Sebenernya gue mau ini udah lumayan lama sih sejak bulan lalu tapi ga kebeli-beli. Tiap ngeliat majalah ini pasti uang pas-pasan. Tiap ada duit malah dipake buat makan -___- Aaah ayo mulai sekarang beneran mau nabung biar bisa beli segala macem yang diinginkan dengan uang sendiri. Amin amin amin!

Doakan ya semua biar aku bisa beli 2 barang ini. Atau kalau perlu yang lebih bagus lagi! Amin amin amin! Thank yoou! :D

Que Sera Sera

Who Will I Be?

That's a very important question that keeps coming back into my brain. As I said, I want to be an architect or an interior designer. But what if I cannot do that? I mean, being an architect must be very difficult. Some people say it's even harder than being a doctor. Maybe in college, I won't sleep at all for two nights long because I need to finish a project. Aaah I don't know, my parents told me to think about being something else, but I don't know what. I really really love these whole architectural things even tho I don't really know anything about it. Yeah sorry I keep saying 'I don't know'.

I hope I will find the answer soon because I don't want to live and expecting to be an architect while deep down, I realize I couldn't. Or what if I realize I can but my parents still don't think it is a good idea? Oooh I know they told me to become a doctor just because they love me. But I hope in the end they'll be just fine if I choose to become an architect as long as it makes me happy.

Architectural kit, found it here

God, please tell me the answer!!!!

P.S : Mau bagi rapot nih hari Sabtu, semoga masuk jurusan yang terbaik deh! Mungkin ini bisa dijadikan pertanda juga, kalo masuk IPA, ya kemungkinan besar ngambil arsitektur, kalo IPS ya ngambil akutansi mungkin! Anyway, thank you for reading this unimportant post! (If someone is)

Movie Story 3

This is gonna my my 3rd post about a movie! ;)

Yesterday, I went to FX with a few of Ang Mesis 22. There were 11 of us. Me, Midia, Adila, Vanny, Bilgis, Ghani, Oddy, Bacil, Qulloh, Tasya, and Amira.

And we watched....

TOY STORY 3!!!!

That was a great movie with a perfect ending. At the beginning, there were these two creatures playing an inaudible movie named Day & Night. That was a little weird, but pretty funny and inspiring tho. Then the real story began.

Andy has already turned into an 18 years old boy. He's about to go to college. In 3 days to be exact. The old toys thought Andy doesn't love them anymore. For some reason, they were trapped in a daycare named Sunnyside. They cannot escape and back to Andy's house because it turns out, some other toys at Sunnyside, are just not as nice as the gang thought before. Those toys' leader, named Lotso, who at first acted so nice and welcome, was actually a very very bad bad bear.

This movie is about a journey about how Woody and his friends can get back to Andy, their owner, who actually loves them all, even until now. This story mixes action, comedy and drama. And you won't be disappointed with the ending scene, because it definitely is the best part of the movie.

This is a very funny, inspiring, deep and touching movie. It is definitely a masterpiece. Even if you're 5 or 90, you should watch this movie!! Trust me! ;)

The Sands of Time

Today, I went to school at 11.30 when everyone else were home already. And guess what? Gue kena remed math dan fisika -__________- It wasn't that shocking and I didn't feel really bad either until Afiq mulai mengolok-ngolok gue dan membuat gue pengen ngelempar dia ke lautan buaya rakus yang kejam :p

Anyway, after that, I went to Pejaten Village with my mother and we watched Prince of Persia : The Sands of Time. Yeah I know I'm a little late. We bought two boxes of Sweet Popcorn and a box of salty Popcorn (yeah there were only two of us). We ate that and finished it even before the real story of the movie started hahaha.

And, the movie. I think it wasn't a good movie. It was a GREAT one ;) Even my Mom - who never really likes action movie that much - said it was a really nice movie. I really love the idea of that story and personally I think Prince Dastan is cute :3 wkwkwk. I really love the love story of Prince Dastan and Tamina. It just looks so cute and sweet and romantic and.. enviable!!!! hahahha. Princess Tamina really is pretty and elegant, oh I love her grace. It definitely is a must-watch-movie :)

After that, we ate at mr. Pancake. Ooh the pancakes taste so good, and it's not expensive, really really want that yummy pancake again! Nyuuum!

Hey look at this post dear mr. pancake owner, you should give me a discount coupon or something for promoting you! :p

P.S : Wish me luck for the remedial test please! Thank you! :)

Rewind

found it here

I had a sleepover last Saturday night at Nadea's house with Fira and Nisa. And I had so much fun! :D


First, at about 4 pm, we went to PIM. We wanted to watch The A Team at first, but since we couldn't get the tickets, we decided to watched SATC 2 (itupun duduknya pisah-pisah saking penuhnya PIM). Then while we were waiting for the movie to starts, we killed time by eating at fish & Co. Oh my God I totally lost so much money there -____- but anyway we talked about so many things especially about our high school life or rewinding about our junior high school moments.

Then, the movie. It was a good movie. Well of course it has some 'dirty' scenes, but it's not really like what I thought before. I actually like that movie. I imagine if we (me, Nisa, Nadea, and Fira) watched it on the same row (ga mencar-mencar) pasti banyak banget scene yang kami komentari terus heboh sendiri hahaha

After that, we went back to Nadea's house. We turned the TV on to watch World Cup but it turns out, we didn't watch it at all. We were so busy playing truth or dare. I got a dare to tweet 'kok @xoxoag makin ganteng ya? :)' and called Eja and said 'Ja, lo lagi apa? Nonton bola ya? Lo dukung siapa? Dukung gue aja!' haha sorry guys it was just a dare, please don't be ilfeel! :p

After that, kami saling membajak twitter masing-masing. Handphone atau iPod (pokoknya yg lg online account twitter kami) kami oper secara bergilir terus kami tweet yang aneh-aneh gitu hahaha. You may think it's unimportant and childish, but we don't really care of what people think about us. Because well, that's what we do since we were in junior high : acting as if the world is our own :)

Then we went to sleep. The next day, we had some truth or dare again, but since we couldn't find the embarrassing dare that we can do from home anymore, it turned to be 'truth or truth'. We had some other games, told the untold stories (or even the told one :p), and we had so much fun. I really really glad I went to that sleepover. Thank you Nadea, Fira, and Nisa! :)

Then....

Today, at school, I talked with some ex-biling smabel girls such as Inta, Ubit, Inas, Sikil, Petra, Riri, Hani, Dila, and so on. Aaah it really felt like a rewind, a rewind about what we used to do back then in junior high. I miss them so much! Ubit and I even had this random thought about how will it be if at second grade, all of us, ex-biling smabel, go to the same class again hahahhaa.

Anyway that's all I want to share, thank you for reading this unimportant post, good bye and have a nice day! ;)

The Love of a Father

Found it on a blog (lupa linknya) and I really really like this post. It's about the love of a father. Just read it to know how good this article is.

'Biasanya, bagi seorang anak perempuan yang sudah dewasa, yang sedang bekerja diperantauan, yang ikut suaminya merantau di luar kota atau luar negeri, yang sedang bersekolah atau kuliah jauh dari kedua orang tuanya. Akan sering merasa kangen sekali dengan Mama/Ibunya.

Lalu bagaimana dengan Papa/ayah?

Mungkin karena Mama lebih sering menelepon untuk menanyakan keadaanmu setiap hari, tapi tahukah kamu, jika ternyata Papa-lah yang mengingatkan Mama untuk menelponmu?

Mental Attack Towards Human (MATH)

Mathematics is a difficult thing

I never understood what was the missing link
And by the time I calculated the correct solution
The question had escaped me and so did the conclusion

- Little Boots-

Couldn't agree more. I had math exam today, and it was... as usual, difficult. Anyway I'm a little bit relax now because all of the science and math studies exams are over. Well tomorrow and the day after it are still sumatif days, though, and I still have 4 more tests, which are Economy, Geography, English, and Bahasa Indonesia. But I don't really have the spirit to study right now, so lazy to even get up of my bed. But I should probably study now, or at least try to, so good bye people! Wish me luck please!! ;)

Dream! Then Believe!

Who will I be
It's up to me
All the never ending possibilities
That I can see
There's nothing that I can't do
Who will I be
Yes I believe
I get to make the future what I want to be
If I can make up any one and know the choice is up to me
Who will I be

-Who Will I Be (Camp Rock OST)-

And I believe that someday, I can be an architect or an interior designer. A good and success one. That is what I want Mom, Dad. I don't wanna be a doctor. Even back then, when I was a child, while every other kids in this world wanted to be a doctor, I wanted to be a fashion designer.

No no, I didn't draw that. I found that here on deviantArt, as usual.

When I was in Junior high, I wanted to be a designer, but I couldn't really decide between fashion designer, graphic designer, or interior designer. But now, I've made my decision. I want to be an interior designer and an architect at the same time. I want to be someone who creates things, so people can still remember me when I die. I'm not saying that being a doctor isn't as good as being an architect. But most people in my school -maybe even in this world- want to be a doctor and people started to think that doctor is the only job deserved to be dreamed of (well, kinda). What's the point of dreaming if someone else made up that dream for you? Where's the beauty of dreaming if you should have the same dream with everyone else?

Anyway, today is not really productive actually. I need to study harder tomorrow. Once again, wish me luck for the final exam people! Byee!

Sumatif Week

What do you think when you first read or hear about that? Well the first thing that comes to my mind is... tiring. Sleepy all day because I cant get enough sleep. Stressful. Adrenaline rush (haha). Feeling stupid all the time. And other not-so-good stuffs.

Well this week is a sumatif week, and so next week. I'm feeling so tired. But since today is Saturday and I dont have to go to school, I can have a little rest so last night I slept at 8 and it feels like 'Aah finally!!!'

Anyway, I hope I really did my best on these five past days (and also on next week). I really really want to make my parents proud and happy. Ooh and I also hope my brother can get good scores too. I wish I can have a fun holiday and I cannot have it if my parents are not happy with our scores.

To study or not to study? It's our own choice. Just try to pick the right answer that we wont regret later.

Wish me luck people, Tadaa!! ;)

P.S : Found the photo on Ameenex's dA ;)